Saturday, February 11, 2006

I Don't Ever Want To Lose You

I know at times I have not been the best,
and there were times that I have failed your tests.
There were days when you were oh-so alone,
a couple of sad times with no-one's fault but my own.

I would give you anything I can, anything at all,
I wish I could be there to catch every tear that might fall.
I wish that forever wasn't just a word you say.
I love you, baby, please don't go away.

I may not be your knight in shinning armor, as you see,
but only for you I am being the best I can be.
I love you even more than you know,
you never leave me, you're in my heart wherever I go.

Please kiss me and hold me so tight,
encourage me that things will be all right,
That I am not wrong for loving a person like you,
a person who makes all of my dreams come true.

A true person I am, as I always will be,
I have been very stupid lately, please forgive me.
Give me one more chance, hell, maybe two,
but whatever happens I don't ever want to lose you.
These eyes have broken into tears
In hope that someday you would understand my fears
The pains which my heart has felt, I wish you knew
Simply because I fell for someone like you
Every night I pray on my knees
For you to wipe away my tears
But instead, you were the source
Of every pain I feel inside
How much I prayed to the lord above
Just for once that you see my love
I guess you were blind, and so am I
To pursue a love which was never meant to be mine
I was wrong to think
That maybe someday it would be you and me
I was so careless with my heart that I loved you
Even though it was tearing me apart
My love was just too strong
For even I to end
I dont know how much longer I can withhold
The sorrow, which has kept me on my knees
I hoped for a better tomorrow
But I know its just another day of sorrow
Why do I keep on inflicting on myself
Pains, which you yourself...
Once took away from me
All I wanted was to call you my babe
And for us to be happy
But I see now that you feel contempt
With the life that you have
In which I know I am not included
Therefore I must once again dwell
In the past that I cannot elude
Why couldnt you see
The warmth and tender care of my heart
A heart which would do anything and everything
That you could ever want or need?
Why couldnt you feel
The love and passionate desires I showed to you
A love so deep and true
That nothing else could or would matter most?
Why couldnt you hear
The words Ive said and the voice of my affections
Affection near to perfection
Which an angel has planted in my heart?
I have restricted myself to loving again
Only because of you
I love you.
Why couldnt you see?
I have rendered my heart
Only to be in your presence
But you couldnt even see
For in your eyes I was invincible
You leave me with tears falling from my eyes
Confusion in my mind
A pain in my heart
And a love which will be lost forever
How do I live another day
With thoughts of you in my mind
Only to be the reason of my confusion
In my heart, where I wish you never were?
I gave you so much
That it hurts me to say
Not once did you deserve
The kind of love a person like me could give
Why couldnt you just see
That youre tormenting me?
I cant take the pain inside
The hurt in my heart
I have loved you
Only to be hurt once again
Because my love you couldnt see
Or probably because you chose not to see
I dont know how else to tell you
That youre hurting me so
These tears will continue to flow
Until my heart can mend
I dont know when this pain will end
I just cant understand
After all Ive said and done
You still couldnt see