Wednesday, November 17, 2004

*Bish

*BISH*

haix din blog ystrday coz my internet had some probs..and yeapx the kuku tag board got prob too..well, i'll just combine both into tdy's entry..

hmm well i was v sad and down ystrday...just coz of sum1..but nvm..i think i shldnt expect much..lol who am i ta that person anw??! lol..yeapx..ystrday was a total boring day..had trng and yea came back then got sad..haha..slpt at 6 again..weeeee...was on the phone..kk thatx all for 16th of nov..

blah..tdy was quite nice..erm sum1 bought me lunch b4 my trng tdy..and yea then we went trng 2gether..trng was tough as usual and we got lectured from our coach coz of a few juniors of mine..hmm i cried tdy too ya knw?haha..coz i was really sad..my coach was like scolding them and like they still din even seem remorseful at all! then i was like telling them they shldnt liddat and stuffs..coz i tld them abt my personal experience abt the thing that i totally regret till tdy..
*This was wad happened ta me that i related it ta them*
My coach has v high hopes on me and its like he placed alot of effort on me..yet i let him down in this yr's competition..i just simply cant control myslf from not being kan chiong..geex..haix then i made the team lose..my performance for this yr is shit..and i really hope ta train hard ta repay him..mayb no1 will undrstand the kinda feeling i had except those badminton ppl..yeapx..its really v hard ta describe that feeling but i felt really sad till i cried..coz i regretted letting the team and my coach down despite their efforts and hopes on me..haix..im really sorry evry1..

yea so that was wad i tld them and ask them not ta be like me..haix i just cant control my nervousness!!! ah!!! shit me..sucha loser..yea after i tld them i cried coz i just cldnt hlp it..i was damn sad abt it..then later i went ta watch the aviva open 2004..wah the players are like damn zai lar..whahahaha....hmm hope i can be like them tho..*dream on clarence*..hehe..yeap then i took a cab home..oh ya met a friend that i din see for a long time..she migrated ta london and she came back ta sg for a holiday..hmm she was watching the games too..then she was like snatching cab from me lar..haha..tall,swt and a pretty lady..hmm..kk thatx all eating now..*HeheheX