Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Faith.
All these precious moments,
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven,
Thats holding me all night.
I dont know how i found you,
but I'm thankful that i have
A love so true,
to hold to keep to share.
All my friends around me,
Say you'll be gone too soon
Baby, i'm gonna make them see
We've found our way back home.
In my heart, I can no longer hold inside
All of the love i used to hide.
I'd always be with you until the very end.
In this world,
There is no place
I'd rather be
You are my life my soul, my world.
And through it all, i know you'll come to see
We'll always be.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
stuck here in my own little room
facing the square box 19 inch monitor
having to reminicise about my past glorious days with shuttlecocks.
thanks to my dad, this sucks.
now with a ball, will i still get to relive those memoric days?
or is it just different crossroads altogether?
thanks to me, this sucks.
wrong choice? perhaps.
wrong decision? maybe.
wrong perception? probably.
but what seems to remain right now,
are the silver line hopes that im clinging
and the people that are continuously caring.
maybe the word isnt even "people",
to be precise, its just "person".
thanks to my her, this sucks.
thanks to my bestie, im smiling again.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Saturday, November 25, 2006
2006.
The year i officially became a college kid.
A time when 10 years of "nunnery" would be a thing of yesterday.
Enticing in the beginning,
but somehow that faded towards the end.
It has all been one hell of a rollercoaster ride,
with its own unique turn of erratic loops.
I would love to say that i went through this year without regrets
for i have met many great fantastic people, but I cant.
And one regret was losing people I really care about.
That's already one regret too many.
I need some promises gal,
cause no matter how much i've done, is going to do, or will do
its just gonna gain an inch of your appreciation for only AWILE.
Once you dont need me there anymore,
your tales, your stories, your lies makes me bore.
And now while you're having fun out there,
I am here missing you all the time.
Waiting for you to come online for a chat,
pop a message in my cell for me to check,
or simply just ask me out for a date so that i can send u back.
I really dont know what to do,
maybe you hardly even have any feelings for me too.
Is this just a one way ticket to your heart?
I really dont wish to know.
But let me assure you this, my feelings for you are true
and my sincerity deffinately surpasses what those two chaps previously had for you or even my ugly looks that leaves u lying without a clue.
So give me this chance, gal (If you noticed how i always spelt it for you)
to make you feel loved once and forever more.
Ps: Although im 80% sure you're gonna backfire, theres at least 20% for me to secure.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
A Crush
Somehow and someway you've won my heart;
you've gotten the lead role
even though you never auditioned for the part.
One glance into your eyes
loses me, confuses me;
it leaves me mesmerized.
The shine and glimmer to your smile...
if only you knew,
how that drives me wild.
The sex appeal that flows through your sweet, cute and lovely voice
gives me shivers of delight
and the desire to no longer be alone.
I want what I cannot have-
which would explain,
why I want you so bad.
My feelings for you are evident
but to you
they seem irrelevent.
I look at you with a gaze filled with lust
for i think you can be no more than a crush
unless your feelings can slowly be touched.
I Wish
I remember catching first sight of you,
and how as an angel you gave off a light that seemed so strong.
I loved you and like a vine my love grew,
Even now as I write, for you I still long.
Your beauty unmatched, for you I’d do anything.
Even walking a million miles,
Happiness is the only thing you can bring.
And it’s all worth one of your perfect smiles.
Amazing how, like a lamp to shadow you can pierce my every thought.
You're a bullet to the heart.
something like you truly can’t be bought.
And all my dreams are of you, God’s greatest work of art.
I wish I hadn’t been so foolish,
and how on valentines I wasn’t thinking straight.
So now I wish
I had asked you out on that date.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
MY BEAUTIFUL CLASS
Thursday, February 23, 2006
sighsighsigh
'sup blog.When will it happen?Will i ever have the courage to say anything?She's really busy recently.I hardly even get to see her.Everynight i will just waitwaitwait and wait for her to come online and talk to me or sound a msg on my hp,but all these din even happen.Now when i see her it just feels sooo weird.God please give me the strength,guide me along through this,make me believe that i am the head and not the tail,above and not beneath.Sigh.